I don't think that we should be close anymore. I am not sure if we would still be friends or strangers. Mind you, it takes every fiber of my being to say this, but know that it is for the better.
You never really said why we wouldn't have worked out. You said I just wasn't what you were looking for when you knew me better. That's not specific enough and you keep avoiding the topic. But so be it. It's time I moved on.
There's nothing that we can do and it just has to happen. You stole my heart one October night and I knew you've had it ever since a Deepavali night in November. I love you to the end of the world and none of those words are an overstatement, in fact, it might be an understatement to the testament of how much you mean to me.
But things cannot continue like this. As desperate as I am to want to keep you with me forever, I cannot. I lost all sense of myself for the past year and a half and it's time to get it back.
I think it's too late to salvage anything.
Of course, you know you have the key to my heart, and I will always miss you deeply and you will always hold a special place in my heart.
Some things I think I know, but I sort of just want the confirmation, and I just want to hear those words from your mouth.
Maybe one day you'll wake up and realize that you missed me and loved me more than you realize. I think I'd be gone then, though...
And maybe one day I'll wake up and realize I won't hurt anymore thinking about all that we have missed out.
You were right. Maybe we should have met earlier. Things would have been so much better. I know I'm slow some times, but all I ever needed was a little more time to get it right.
I guess this is it. But know that my heart always has a special place for you, come what may, and that I would always love you, more than anything that can come our way.
You hold the key to my heart, and you forever will.
To the special someone whom made me experience a type of happiness I never knew I could feel. To the special someone who pushed me to all my limits as a person. To the special someone whom deserved nothing but the best of what I can give.
I love you.
I'm sorry it has to come to this.
Always, and forever yours,
